I guess the decision Im making is to bid my time. At least Im smart enough to see the situation for what it is. Maybe not all the way but some. That is why I post here. I really want input from those of you who know-been there done that type of thing. I just need to make peace but not compromise myself. Which I am doing. I dont know or have the answers. Thats why I put it here. Just ideas. Just thoughts. I know leaving isnt an option for me today but it maybe tomarrow or the one day soon. I dont ever know. My moms day came after 17 years of marrige to my dad. Im already batting 14 years. So what to do if you cant get out? I am not a fighter. I like my peace. Im tired of running.
I do appreciate all that you say. Especially you anvil. Your as straight as it gets. Laurie6781 too. I do value all thoughts and opinions here.