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Old 04-05-2009, 02:02 PM
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HideorSeek
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Thank you, everyone, for the support and understanding. Last night was last night. Today, I am recommitted. I agree that once you "taste" sobriety, drinking just doesn't cut it anymore. This morning, when I felt angry at myself and physically icky, I thought to myself "You used to put up feeling this way several times a week???" Ugh. No more. So I wrote these thoughts in my journal and posted here, lest I "forget" in the future. Nope. Sobriety is way better. For those contemplating drinking: don't. I feel so good sober, emotionally and physically. My life is so much better, my marriage and relationship with my children. I'm physically more fit. My self-esteem is much better. I am proud of myself, not ashamed of my actions. I remember my evenings and don't panic from the repercusssions of blackouts. I accomplish more, I ENJOY my life. Other people can and do drink. So what? Today, I CHOOSE not to.

Thanks again everyone!:ghug3
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