I promise you, it can never feel the same for us again. The old euphoria will not come back. Believe me, I've tried to recreate it. We also run the risk of a dangerous binge that we might not come out of. I've tried to moderate when out with friends (surely I'd never be foolish enough to get drunk again!). It worked just once. I thought - that went well - I can do this - and off I went, this time for 7 years, until I found SR. Thanks for a great post.