Thanks for the exact kind of no bs a$$ kicking I wanted. I know that I have an illness I have to defeat, despite the fact that I have all of the benefits anyone should expect in this world. I have experienced first hand the depths of this disease after years of its affliction. I must defeat it now, or else I will suffer a much worse demise. Thanks for calling me out on expecting different results despite the fact I want to associate financial benefits with weapons against my disease.
Thank you Gneiss
Sadly, I seem to only experience serious emotions under the influence, which might explain my mostly coherent... well, lets be real, Sober Recovery forum posts. Honestly, where exactly do you get credit for posting well formatted, grammatically correct drunk posts about being an alcoholic? Ha! I hope my AA experience can help me with this issue.