Oh Scared - You will find we care because we know the trouble and the anguish you've been through with the addiction. I don't know the pain or trouble that led you to it, but I do understand the addiction. We have addiction in common. Mine was alcohol though. I believe addiction is addiction though and yes, we definitely care about you. Hope to see you around here tomorrow. You stay on as long as you need hun. I have got to go to bed. Fighting some sort of virus today, but at least I'm fighting it and not trying to drink it away. That would be the old me. Again, I'm glad you've joined and you can consider me a SR friend that definitely cares about your well being.