More about me...I'm 23 I have a two year old. My father died when I was 11, that's when my mother started giving me sleeping pills because I couldn't sleep after he died. When she stopped giving them to me I would sneak them. When I didn't have them I wouldn't sleep at all. I started taking other pills besides sleeping pills because they started to have no effect on me. At age 16 my mother died and I never stopped taking them because when I did I had nightmares and with benadryl you don't have dreams. So that was my way of dealing with that.