Random Rambling for tonight:
I'm pretty sure that I'm no longer staying sober for me. I'm about 90% certain that I'm staying sober because it would greatly sadden my husband if I drank again. If I had my way, I'd be drinking Jack and Diet tonight. And tomorrow night, when we celebrate the fact that he's done with grad school (his final is in the morning).
I know this is a bad place to be. I have to figure out how to stay sober for myself again. I have to figure out how to be happy with me.
I still haven't figured out Phal's latest picture pun, either. Dammit.