Welcome back! YOu CAN beat this addiction. Take it one day at a time. Just don't drink today. Repeat tomorrow. And if one day is too long, take it one hour, one minute at a time. Get phone numbers in the next meeting you go to, so you have people to call if you get the craving to drink.
I"m glad you came back. We'll give you all the help we can to stay sober. I come here to read and post when I get the urge to drink and it helps me stay sober.
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