Just had my last drink
Hi, Im back again after another relapse.
Ive just had my last drink, the last of the wine that I had hidden in the kitchen cupboard, dont know why Im still hiding it Im here all on my own- just a habit I suppose.
Im feeling ok at the moment, the last drink is blocking everything out and taking all my worries away, I no its not going to last long, the reality and the guilt is soon going to come back and torture me making me crave for more to make things seem ok.
Not going to let it win this time.
Not going to let it ruin my life anymore than it already has.
AA is calling, I need my greater power to drag me kicking and screaming Through this long dark tunnel.
Im going to come back to SR every day to read and post to learn and grow stronger.
I hope you will be able to welcome me back and help me through this.
Thankyou all x