Thanks for all the support guys.....
KenL~ To answer your question about anger....Im not entirely sure...I did have some and I dealt with it when I was younger...not sure now...on the surface level I can say no.
Woke up today feeling anxious AGAIN! This is becoming quite the habit and in all honestly is really pissing me off! nauseous on top of that.
WHAT THE FREAK IS WRONG WITH ME?
I know that if I go to the doctor they will tell me nothing and I will have to pay for it. I just have never had this kind of anxiety before..where I wake up and it starts within 2 mintutes...I am not even FULLY awake! At this point I usually say freak it I am staying home and not doing a damn thing today. Ive been feeling quite reclusive lately. I just feel like giving up....there I said it.....
IM TIRED! TIRED OF DEALING WITH EVERYTHING!
...give up....I dont even know what the freak that means...except maybe becoming a hermit...yeah let the depression sink in..what a great idea......sigh....I hope the day gets better