Need some perspective
The craziest thoughts have been going through my mind as of late. I have this guy here I was involved with, who works in mental health. I am almost ready to call him to ask for help. I have an intake scheduled on Friday for yet, another rehab. At any rate, he was a verbal abuser and I am trying to reframe everything so I don't call him.
The truth is he is well connected. If I asked him for help, I am sure he would be there. Still, my one and only detox was as a result of knowing him. Ok, my mental health is not doing well, at this point, which is why I put this out there. I cannot call this guy for help. To do so puts me at risk. Thanks.