That was really beautiful, it reminded me of my son. He would never hold my hand either. The other day he told me I looked like I needed a hug!! And he gave me the most wonderful hug a mother could ever want. He is 22 and he smokes so much pot. I pray each day that he finds a better way and I just try to be a good example for him. He will never know just how much I did need that hug the same as he probably did.
Donna