I have had a few really odd things happen at critical moments that make me wonder, but more importantly I have buried someone I can't stand the thought of being only food for the worms, so I like to think that somehow, energy or spirit continues, and that maybe just maybe it wasn't really good bye.
That being the case, I still struggle with wanting to quell the screaming within, whether through improved mental health or aligning my spirit with its place in the cosmos=)
very tired, im going to sleep too bam