Old 03-27-2009, 11:17 AM
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Katie09
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Originally Posted by mtnmagic View Post
Katie - All treatment centers are going to be a disappointment to you. Why?

Not one of them is going to offer exactly what you are seeking. Not one.

Please see my post in one of your threads.

I will try and gather my thoughts again. This is about us learning how to put together a recovery plan for ourselves. Nobody else can do it for us.

I will tell you when I was locked up in a small tiny detox room, I thought of you.

I thought of the kicking and screaming, in between the cries for help. I saw it as no win. I'm putting together pieces of all the programs that I have entered into. It's on me Katie, not any person, not any program. It's about me.
Well, had this rehab been upfront with me, I wouldn't be typing what I am typing. Were I to enter another rehab, I would fly there first and check things out for myself and not believe what people tell me over the phone. This is why I went to this other place Tuesday and spent an hour talking with the person to get a feel for things before signing anything.

I do realize my recovery is on me. There is no question about that. But getting ripped off is a separate issue. I can multitask, to a certain extent.

BTW, when were you in detox? Thanks for thinking of me
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