Agree with phaleron only trust my family and luckily for the first time in my life I feel I have found a really good friend I can talk to.
I suppose I would try and look at it as transition period, adjusting without the crutch of drugs and drink and creating a new social life perhaps realizing who your true friends are, you also might be being slightly paranoid trying second guess what people are thinking, with our often messed minds it isn't healthy. I know I can be paranoid myself.
Hope things improve for you soon gneiss.
Last edited by kurtrambis; 03-22-2009 at 03:13 AM.