Old 03-21-2009, 05:38 AM
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spark42
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The weekend has landed! Checking in - glad to be here. Got a nice relaxed weekend ahead...

I've got the house to myself next week so i'm a bit worried about that, apprehensive i suppose... I know it'll be a tempting time for me cos i'll feel that maybe i could "get away with it"...

I just need to be mindful of that i think. I know i don't want all the rubbish that comes with it, and that the rubbish just isn't worth it.

Might be one day at a time stuff next week, or even one hour at a time...

It's almost like i'm starting to fight the urge / compulsion a couple of days early because i know it's there... It's a fight i'm quite used to though, it's just that the trickiest times are when i'm alone.
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