Originally Posted by meggymegos

My transplant could happen at any time now and I'm going to need positive people around me for support after my surgery, during my rehabilitation. The last thing I'm going to need is be stressed and worried over him. He can't even support himself emotionally, how is he going to be able to give me the support I need from him? He can't.

Even though I know all this, it still makes me so sad that I can't have him there to share in my joy and rehab with me. But, I have to put myself and my own well being first.