I have been feeling similar for a while, the thing is I don't know if it is SR or me.
I think it is easy to get a bit over-sensitive and start to forget that the board is full of individuals and not one big entity. I sometimes feel the whole board doesn't like me just cos one person said something to me I didn't like, that type of thing.
Nands has a point, when I start feeling disconnected I post less and that leads to feeling more disconnected.
I think I had a sort of honeymoon period here where I really felt part of things, was always PMing with people, now I feel like everyone must be sick of me. I have been posting regularly for 2 years and still have no real sober time to speak of. I feel paranoid about posting sometimes because of that.
So.....you thought
you felt bad! LOL