Spark I agree, "mind-boggling", I like that, i didn't know how to express my reasons for being an atheist. It's just that I need to understand a little bit. I don't get all of quantum physics, nor all of relativity, but I can fathom just enough to believe. What I don't get at all is god on a cloud listening to my prayers. I have no proof that god doesn't exist, but I sure can't understand how it could be.