I just had a thought. This might be the best therapy I ever had. This forces me to deal with anger - without picking up a drink, deal with deception - without picking up a drink, deal with the realization that I was bamboozled - without picking up a drink.
I may finally come head to head with 32 years of resentment I have felt regarding AA being the only game out there, believing my only two choices in life were AA or to drink, and often preferring the drink to AA. I may have to fight a whole slew of people in the process - all without picking up a drink. Who knows what comes after that. Shrug.