Thanks everyone. Finally came down and got some sleep last night and woke up feeling much better. It's hard to put perspective on things when you are still under the influence and haven't slept in a couple days. Everything I did was just stupid. Going to the bar, drinking, allowing BF to let that guy in the car, taking him home, doing drugs, driving drunk. Maybe the only thing I did right all night was start crying while the cop was questioning me (I swear I didn't do it on purpose, but hey, it worked).
OK. Sh!t happens. This time I swam through a river of it, and still managed to come out smelling like a rose. There won't be a second time.