And here we go...
An email that says,
I love you, I miss you, I choose you...I really really miss you.
I am trying to squelch the emotions that are bubbling up and started to send him back a nice long reply, instead here I am...I think this is a better place to be and it's better for me to reply to myself LOL
I can either accept him as he is and shut the hell up...and we live seperate lives yet together and I go to my own home and do my own thing when he wants to do his..
Or I can keep this no contact up and see what happens...
Yes, I hate the disease.
But I love the addict.
choices choices choices
when will I learn?