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Can you call your doctor? I had a hard time learning to let go from expectations of my family. Have you read any of the stickies about co-dependency? I learned a lot about how I got so tied up in wanting and expecting "things" from my family that they just didn't have to give. It wasn't that they witheld from me, they just didn't have it to give.
You've had a rough few days with family issues. Be kind to yourself. Don't drink. Play the tape all the way to the end.
I hope this makes sense. Please know I am thinking of you.
Love,
Lenina