Originally Posted by
ananda 
Your looking for something in a bottle that isn't gonna be there for you anymore....
I have, my entire life, been looking for something that just isn't there for me. It never was about finding a solution...it was about looking for some relief.
I'm sorry if it seems like I'm arguing with you, nands. I just need to get this crap out. Maybe it will help, maybe it won't. I do appreciate you listening.