Originally Posted by
ananda 
I know you have access to other alchohol..it's more about what that particular bottle means to you.....I don't know about you, but for me symbols are important.....I'de definately get rid of it
Even if I threw away what I bought, yeah.......I could tear into the 12-pack my mom bought last night while we went out shopping...or finish off the last of what's left of her booze. It's always around. Always. She doesn't have a problem herself, but she does like to have a drink every now and again.
I wish I would have had the idea to stop when I was living in that other place...the thought never crossed my mind. Wait, that's not true. I did quit for one week once...and that was because I thought I called someone important when I had a blackout. After I knew everything was okay I started up again.
I'm not at the point that everyone else is at. I can't get there...I don't know how. I have no peace in my mind about this at all.