I'm confused...I don't know if I want to quit.
I know I shouldn't drink. I know that. There's no doubt in my mind that I have a problem (well, several problems).
But there's a big part of me that doesn't want to give this up.
I'm on SR pretty much everyday...and I read a lot of posts from people who have solidly beaten this thing...they have no desire to drink...none of that nonsense. I don't know how they do it...I'm not them. I feel differently...and I’ve always felt this way. That’s probably why I’ve relapsed time and again.