Ummm... confuzled. He called me tonight absolutely gleeful, some things got switched around at this work to make for a more humane schedule, plus a couple weeks off. He's coming to visit next month. I just... hm. It was such a dramatic shift and it was like all the crap that's been flying in the last few months never happened. Things are crazy.
It makes me sad to admit it but I'm very afraid to trust him. Yesterday everything was my fault and he wants to kill himself, today he got some time off work so there's not a problem in the world?
My... oh it's hard to even type this, but here it is, my connection with my HP feels all shook up, my peace of mind has left the building. I feel... scattered.