That WAS bottom for me, waking up in bed with people I had drunken sex with, didn't remember and trying to sneak out before they woke up, only to realize my car wasn't there (Oh God where did I leave it), same fears, waiting to be able to just take a blood test, who saw me leave with this person, etc. Things I would NEVER do sober. Very scary. Thanks so much to everyone hear for the nonjudgemental support. It's kept me going today, just being able to read everyone's encouraging words and posts, and being able to post myself.