I was wondering where you've been!!!
I'm glad you're back and feel free to post away... If that's uncomfortable with bringing up things you might now want everyone to know, you can PM me or other people here and get it out!
LaDita, please don't drink tonight.... and although your post reads that tomorrow you've got to be "on" so you won't drink tonight.... it's still slippery! Get stuff out here! I will listen - and others too. You're vital to our family and want you to keep coming to us! When we pull away, even for a few days, and we don't have that support and connection with others like us.... It puts us into a dangerous place to where our addict/alcoholic thinking starts rationalizing and the craving starts the insanity we are so used to before picking up that 1st drink!
I just came back! It's humbling but know that if I don't jump right in from the beginning I will set myself up and lose everything. That's how it has been for me anyways! Hope you stick around tonight, tomorrow, etc..................!!!!!
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