Hi Aruba,
Yea I too wish I could have a few. Do you drink every night? Is that an issue. What happens if you miss? Are you not doing things because of the drinking? Do you ever get drunk? There must be something about it bothering you if you came here but you seem to all ready know that too. Good luck in finding some answers- there is alot of info here.
BTW Aruba is my favorite island.