(((Rita))) - I'm so sorry, sweetie. I can hear the exhaustion in your post, and it is bone deep. I don't care, I would still fight the darned spousal support, but then I'm here, and you're there.
No matter what, I am sending you tons and tons of love, hugs and prayers. Maybe your lawyer can adjust the spousal support to an amount that makes sense...like $1/month?
No one SHOULD have to go through this, and you definitely shouldn't have to. Just remember, sweetie...God has you in the palm of His hand and you're going to be okay, no matter what.
Hugs and prayers!
Amy