Show me someone who is an alcoholic and lives a happy and productive life, and a way to emulate their success and joy...i'll believe that my desrt sppon is my HP and work step 2 on that basis. I may be jumping the gun here, only second AA meeting tomorrow but i am not going back to the living hell of 4 months ago and there is nothing more important to me than sobriety, as a result i have no fixed beliefs and im certainly not trusting the brain that had me drinking for 20 years to keep me sober lol