Was gonna post an hour ago and couldn't bring myself to do it
was panicing and full of fear but it has passed somewhat. Am gonna go get coffee filters and cigeretes and get back to my work now that the drive is back up. Thank god the techies were willing to fix it on the weekend...lost about 4 hours of work, which i couldn't afford..but panic won't help.
A little concerened that when i paniced there were only 2 people i was willing to call (niether of which were available at the time)...gotta work on that cause sometimes I need a voice at the end of the line answering in real time and hearing my tones and tears to help me through the rough patches....
I don't think any human being can really make it through sane without that human connection when things are rough.
Anyways..better now..not great but not on the edge of a cliff (want to say abesss, but don't know how to spell it lol).
Hope everyone is doing ok today...