I too can relate ...I got fired on Monday morning was in an AA
meeting at noon. But I did return to drinking ...until I read
"Under The Influence" by Milam and Ketcham.
We have excerpts as a sticky post in our Alcoholism Forum
and we also have information there on withdrawing from alcohol.
They are threads 1 and 2....I do hope you will read them.
After I read "Under The Influence" I did re connect to my God and AA.
I've not had another drink since '89.
Welcome to our recovery community...