It seemed that when I decided to sober up I wanted trust back then, I wanted support. After all these years of lying why cant she see this time I'm not. Well it seems like the same old song and dance to her. It will take time I cant just demand trust I have to earn it. If I was to be angry I need to be angry at myself because I had trust at one time and I;m the one who threw it away. I hope I will have it agin but it will take time.