You know at 18 mos i'm only just begining to uncover what it is that I seem to want/need in my life. I think understanding that may be pretty important to supporting real freedom from the "voice of my addiction"....(i actually don't like that term, cause it is as if it is something seperate, but its the closest i can come to sying what i mean). I wonder why I always want to run away from looking at and acknowleging that.
glad you are all here thx.