Hey Chiy,
I'm glad you're coming here and getting this stuff off your chest instead of just running out and getting high. Don't let that old addict voice start tricking you again now. You've been doing SO well.
Gripe about your job. Say whatever you need to say about the people who don't work as hard as you or care as much as you. Just don't fall back into your old routine. You know it won't do any good. Think of all the other good things you could do with that $60.
You deserve better than that crap, Chiy.