Good luck on your paper, ananda.
I like all the hugs going around tonight, brings me out of my bad mood a little bit. I went to a dinner with a friend (yay for the Super Bowl, the restaurant was deserted!!) and she cheered me up, even while making me cry in public... argh! Talk about feeling like a 5-year-old!! Basically she told me all I can do now is wait. Wait for my addiction to slack off again so I'm not constantly fighting the cravings, and wait for BF to calm down and start to miss me. In the meantime, I better start hitting the gym because in the absence of alcohol and drugs I seem to have developed a taste for ice cream.