The truth shall set you free. If your Dr. refers you out to another Dr., hopefully, it will be with your best interest in mind. Your Dr. may have suspected that you were drinking more than you were admitting to in the first place. It could be possible that your Dr. will be happy that you have gotten to the point of honesty and acceptance and are seeking recovery. Don't worry about what may happen, but go with the truth. Seek recovery and I hope you don't put off going to a meeting for two long. There are many excuses as to why we can't go or shouldn't go, but excuses won't make as well, taking action will. Good luck!