Breaking down and going to an AA meeting :(
Well, I think I've hit the wall. I've done nothing but sit on this forum since Monday. I've only left the house for cigarettes and have lived in sweats. Each day that goes by it's going to get harder to venture out of this house.
So...am going to break down and go to a meeting where no one knows me. I am going to sit there quietly and just see how it feels. Wish me well...