Smoke,
Yeah! I took my first step in working on the first step! Wow, I can now relate a little bit more on how addicts feel. Seems like every time I heard a bell I'd come out fighting, and I'm sick of it. I sure hope there are no more crises to deal with, but I've decided I'm not going to fall apart after all. Whatever the Universe and God has in mind, I can't do anything about it anyway, so I'm not going to fight it anymore. I'm so glad I joined this chat room, wish I had more time to browse the other topics. Maybe later. Thanks again, I'll keep in touch.
Peace, Mindybadger