gwen, i know you well & it breaks my heart to know u r going thru all of this. i know the journey u have been on. i hope this pain management dr. can help you. you are in my prayers & i pray you will remember where you are & where you have been before you "run" down the road. that will make matters worse & you know that without me telling you. i am sending you a big hug. i care about you alot & so do lots of other people. i hope this will b a good day for you. when the pain gets to bad just go to bed & get up only when it is necessary. keep coming back & let us know how u r .