duet,
There is a bit of a 'rant', but there is a lot more 'roll' in what you said. By 'roll' I mean progress and recovery for you. I am strengthened by hearing you and I hope you have been strengthened by giving us some history of your recovery.
"But which also led to some very real healing from God. And I know this is more of that, but it sucks to do the work, you know?"
This does well in reminding me that recovery is a 24/7 process.