desertdonna

Hey Fug,

I was wondering what happened to you. So many times after a few weeks or so people disappear; we wish them well.

Sorry that the temptation overwhelmed you, but I'm sure you gathered a lot of insight and practice during your sober time.

So jump in again with all your tools. If you need to see a doc for detox (even at home,) go for it. You don't have to do AA if you can manage by yourself. Weren't you also seeing a counselor once a week? How has that been going for you?

I've been relying on the good folks here, SR in general, lots of reading and reflecting, and I've gone to meetings as well. My motto is to be open to whatever it takes to put the bottle in the long ago past where it belongs. Having support really helps. It's nice to have a chunk of time free from the poison.

Good to "see" you again. Remember what your detox doc said, "Once a pickle, never a cucumber again." Please take care of yourself.

Hugs,
Donna