Thanks again. I know that I have to do this. I just don't want to die.
I was so proud of my self staying sober 51 days and then for no excuse whatso ever I relapsed. I know what this disease does to people. I'm so
very ashamed. I was going to a meeting every day. I have to get over my
shame and just go back, no matter what. Nothing can be worse then living
like I'm trying to live. I feel I'm going to shatter in a million pieces. How I haven't lost my job, I really don't know, who knows I still might. Thanks again.
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