For me, life is annoying. I'm having a hard time finding meaning and purpose in my own life. I believe that there is no inherent point to life...it's up to the individual to decide what to make of it...but I'm drawing a blank at the moment. I'm hoping this is a temporary state (...it's already lasted far too long).
On the plus side fear is keeping me sober. It's practically killed any cravings. What scares me though is when the fear wears off.