Girl, you should be ECSTATIC today!!!
I know that I am on your behalf!
It's not always easy, is it? But look what you have accomplished! I know that sometimes we think that things should just feel "better" by now, but you KNOW that the more time you put in, the more days you get in ya, the better you'll be...and one day you'll wake up and feel FANTASTIC! And realize that this journey has been damn hard, but the result was worth it.
And I'm so proud of you, girl! And glad to call you a friend!