Escapism is my religion too. I used to think something was wrong with me (and maybe there is, probably in fact) but have come to enjoy my little trips away. Spent a lot of them very much off the planet, but am finding there's a grounding I enjoy, I like the idea of enjoying what I'm doing while I'm doing it AND not regretting it afterward. There are lots of things to invest yourself in that provide great rewards beyond excesses of vice. That's not to say I don't still enjoy the vices, as it seems we all do, but I've started by moderating those things that I know will bring me down afterward. It feels better.