I often re read my entries not only in my journal but here on SR. They help me put things in perspective and show me how far I have become. The same way that reading posts here on SR help me stay on track. I remember all the chaos, pain and drama I participated in while living with my AH.
Like they say: those who don’t learn from the mistakes of the past are destined to repeat them.
For me I never want to go there again. K.