Thanks to all for the feedback. In day 24 and still doing daily reading, logging in, talking with my husband and my good friend who gets it. I never thought sobriety would feel so good. After 3 weeks I am finally losing some of the habitual thoughts about drinking - and love the new things I am doing (cleaning things around the house, knitting, resting - as in actually taking naps on the weekend if I can). I now like the things I drink instead of wine (cranberry juice, water, tea, an occasional soda or lemonade).
This forum is just amazing - any time day or night there is support, experience, tenderness, compassion. and fun..
It is good to know that meetings are there if I need them.